Roar like the wind

serene tree lined pathway in lush green forest

Sitting in the dark, dark corner of my room.

I am alone, crying my silent tears of sadness and loneliness.

When could I be whole again and smile brightly like the rays of morning sunshine?

I want to roar like the wind, loud and free!

Emotions trapped within me, I must let them out before I burst to orange flames.

Roar like the wind, so the world could see my existence.

I am worthy to be happy!

By Jazzmin S. Lu

Life of a Rebellious Daughter

steamed fish with mushrooms

Scenario # 3:

Sharing a homemade dinner prepared by me and my mother was my favorite childhood past time. I would get so immersed in the stories my mother would share, as a fisherman’s daughter. I remembered picking out the backbone of a steam fish with ginger scallion and soy sauce.

Mother: “Aiyah, my daughter! No, no. You don’t flip the fish over!”

Daughter: “Why? I need to flip to get the meat from the other side.”

Mother: “Bad luck, my daughter. That is the same as our fishing boat flip over and we drown.”

Daughter: “It’s only a fish, mama. We live on land now.”

Mother: “Just listen and remember, okay?”

Moral lesson: Being a fisherman’s daughter, according to my mother was not easy. Superstitions and traditions run deep in her upbringing as a child. She always wish blessings come to her family.

By Jazzmin S. Lu

Paint My World

paint splat on the wall

A tender and lightly stroke of the paintbrush; I paint my world with hues of blue and white.

It resembles the blue skies, that I desire to see every morning that graces me with hope and positivity.

Another heavy blotch of paint; I paint my world with hues of yellow and orange.

It resembles the sunrise and sunset that splashes over the great horizon.

I paint my world as I wish it to be.

Inside my brain, I keep my palette of paints sacred from all.

I am my own painter and creator of my own destiny.

By Jazzmin S. Lu

My Sanctuary

Waking up in the morning, with a peek of early sunrise that makes my eyes squint.

I hear the birds chirping, voicing their beautiful songs amongst the treetops.

With a fresh aromatic cup of coffee in hand, I walked to the deck of my house to slowly welcome a new day, a new beginning.

The sunrise cast sprinkles of glitter on the water reflection of the lake.

A top the high mountains from a distance, there is a shadow to be seen, but I still embrace it.

This is my sanctuary, a place where I find peace from the hustle and bustle of city .

By Jazzmin S. Lu

lake view

Let Go

Round and round, a spinning whirlwind in my head.

I ask myself time and time again, why do I torment myself?

I am only human, with emotions and bare bones.

Why do I trap myself in a cage?

I must learn to let go of people, places and things that no longer bring me blissful happiness.

It seems it is all within my listless mind.

I am just a vessel that embodies an undying soul that yearns for more meaning on this earth.

I am only human with unlimited wants and desires, but I must let go before it consumes my soul.

“Let go” is my daily incantation to survive this chaotic world.

By Jazzmin S. Lu

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